Category: #life

• Life After Miscarriage (LAM)

  Part 1 (Almost nothing about the actual experience of miscarriage) It’s been so long since I’ve written, I spent twenty minutes trying to figure out how to get into this site. A lot can change in a year, I guess. It’s 3 AM, and I can’t sleep, even though I’m tired as hell. Life is…

  jenbaxthinkstoomuch

  March 8, 2023

  #life

  #anxiety, #findingyourself, #life, #moving, #musings, #personalstory, #thinking, #thinkingoutloud, #thoughtsbyjen

• Extinguishing Expectations

  Lately, I’ve been focusing wholeheartedly on untangling the preconceived ideas of who I think I should be, the things I think I should have, and the things I think I should be doing from the realities of my current opportunities. What is normal, anyway? Seemingly, the idealistic version of ourselves is created internally through a…

  jenbaxthinkstoomuch

  January 9, 2022

  #life

  #expectations, #failure, #faith, #findingyourself, #humble, #humility, #joy, #life, #love, #musings, #peace, #personalstory, #selfawareness, #selfworth

• A Mother Unrealized

  In explaining my life and who I am with my initial post, I mentioned that I found myself pregnant at the age of 20 – an age when I hadn’t yet begun travelling the road of healing. I met J’s dad at my new job, and we instantly clicked. We were together for a mere…

  jenbaxthinkstoomuch

  December 22, 2021

  #life

  #advice, #childhoodabuse, #custody, #endurance, #findingyourself, #grief, #joy, #life, #loss, #love, #motherhood, #musings, #pain, #parenting, #personalstory, #selfworth, #trauma

• Self Worth + Identity

  I wear a mandala chain around my neck that reminds me each day that, “I Am Worthy”. ❤ Recently, I wrote at length about growing up in a home where my identity was prescribed to me from birth as being worthless. As children, we are born into this world completely innocent, totally void of knowledge,…

  jenbaxthinkstoomuch

  December 20, 2021

  #life

  #childhoodabuse, #findingyourself, #findyourself, #freedom, #joy, #life, #love, #loveyourself, #musings, #personaljourney, #personalstory, #selfworth, #trauma, #worthiness, #worthy